Today I spent a long time in my imagination with my SP and the future I want to build with him. Nothing repetitious, just a lot of daydreaming through various scenarios. And this sounds so blatant that it feels weird to say, but... it felt good. Which is the whole point, right? It felt good to imagine spending time with him, and also together with our little found family, etc. And like, I want a new small SUV, yeah? I've been daydreaming about that as well, and it feels good. As it should.
I don't know how to do that when it comes to money/money adjacent things. I want money - I want to be fully stable and secure, on a consistent basis and before I am married - but I'm not sinking into a cozy feeling while thinking about having a high bank balance. I'm manifesting a remote job where I don't actually have to work much at all, because I have my own projects to be getting on with, I don't dream of labor for someone else. And even my own projects are things that *can* make money but do not necessarily imply that I'm financially secure.
What do you guys daydream/visualize just for fun, just to feel good, when it comes to money? I keep thinking about possibilities and then dismissing them. Well. not necessarily dismissing them wholesale if it's still good to imagine the thing, because why not? But realizing that the things still don't imply financial security - I could be gifted this that or the other, or I could have very little in the bank but still decide to splurge on something reasonable because I've wanted it for long enough, etc.
I suspect it would be easier if I were actually motivated by money, but I just want to have it lol. Like you might have a craving for a cheeseburger.
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(Quick note - I know I can follow the practice steps with Neville, but that's not the same as sort of spontaneously daydreaming just to feel good. Or maybe it is, idk, I'm just viewing this weirdly.)